No more love
To purchase
I’ve invested
In myself.
You know
Nothing about
Me, keep
Opinions
To yourself.
–Seether
(Because Seether has wonderful, wonderful music.)
Solamente un déjà vu que nunca llega a su final.
No more love
To purchase
I’ve invested
In myself.
You know
Nothing about
Me, keep
Opinions
To yourself.
–Seether
(Because Seether has wonderful, wonderful music.)
When he had promised me forever,
I knew he was lying.
I had wanted to believe him though.
I wasn’t naive.
It wasn’t my first love.
He wasn’t my teenage happily ever after.
I had had a broken heart for far too long.
I had just wanted it to be whole again.
Just for a little while.
They say you sense doom from far, far away.
I hadn’t.
I hadn’t seen the destruction.
I hadn’t heard the heartbreaking wails.
I hadn’t smelled the stench of unending hurt.
I hadn’t tasted the salt in the tears.
I hadn’t moved the vessel of my being,
Lying like a corpse at his feet.
I hadn’t backed away from my doom.
I hadn’t sensed.
They often asked me
If I’d known from the beginning
I’d end up with a mess of a heart.
I smile.
I can’t tell them I’d known
When my eyes had first connected
With his amethyst ones
Across the room
That he’ll be my destruction.
He had smiled that crooked smile
And I’d experienced
My first heartbreak.
When he had walked inside,
He had bled.
The broken pieces of my heart
Had been scattered everywhere.
He had cleaned the wounds,
His and mine.
And then, he had settled in
With a curtain on the broken window
And the cardboard boxes strewn around.
Some to be unpacked.
Others, empty,
With a promise to dispose off
The unnecessary debris.
Alienating her heart
From the rest of her
Being hadn’t been
The easiest thing.
She was her heart.
Her poems were a
Part of her soul
And without the
Touch of the
Messed up muscle
All they reeked of
Was defeat.
She needed her heart
To bring her words
To life.
Angry with
The past and
All its spoils
She kept pushing
It away.
She wasn’t ready
For the bone-deep
Hurt to engulf
Her.
She wasn’t ready
For the gloating.
She wasn’t ready.
She wasn’t sure
She would ever
Be ready.
To women who stay when they should leave…
You deserve to be loved.
You deserve to be happy.
You deserve to be free.
And
Because
She was
So afraid
He will
Break
Her heart
One day,
She ran
Fast and
Hard,
Breaking
It
Herself.
-a-
Under the
Veil of
Darkness,
With the
Moon
Absent
From the sky,
She found
She could
Shine, too.
She was
The damn
Sun.
-a-